Seriously. Two texts ignored. So I call him…it rings twice he picks it up but all I hear is scuffling around. Sooo yeah.
Why do I keep making excuses for him? Like ohhh maybe he was getting on the subway…or maybe he was still at work?
Why can’t I just let go of him?
I know why…because I refuse to believe that he is a total asshole. I refuse to believe that he would just fuckin ignore me. I refuse to believe that he is that much of a coward that he won’t take the time to tell me he doesn’t want me. Or worse yet, that he thinks so little of me that he just can’t be bothered.
I can’t do this. Waiting. Hoping.
I just need a clean break you know?